Nov 26, 2010
I cooked a ham and collard greens for my family-of-choice's potluck Thanksgiving feast. I got a lot of compliments and ate till I was stuffed. It was sad at times when I thought about Marcos, but I showed up and engaged.
Then at 2:30 am I had to run to the bathroom and begin to vomit to the point that I thought a lung would come out. Like Todd, I too have the stomach bug going around. No one else at the party got sick. Lucky me.
I am now making ginger tea with cinnamon and honey. I will keep on keeping on.
Nov 14, 2010
I am about to share a very true story that happened today. As you know Marcos has recently passed. I am taking it a day at a time, but feeling more at peace thanks to the support of family and friends.
Hugs and kisses to my fellow bloggers that have expressed their support and sent me healing vibes. Thank you Aaron for what you expressed on your blog. Click here for the post.
So, back to the story.
I was walking Gino tonight and thinking about Marcos. I transmitted unknowingly to him that Marcos has passed. When we reached Marcos' car Gino stopped and would not move. I realized that he finally knew what has occurred. He looked around and sniffed the air and would look at me. Gino decided he wanted to go back home.
As we walked back I said a prayer and looked up to the stars and said "Marcos please tell me where you are."
I then heard a small motorbike coming down the street. I looked and all I saw was a huge bright headlight that lit up the entire street. On this tiny bike was a big guy that was way too big for the little bike. He reminded me of a clown in the circus. He was dressed in NY Giants regalia from head to toe.
As he pulled up next to me I saw a tiny license plate on the back of his bike that had printed on it Guarbo, Puerto Rico. Good people, tonight Marcos' ashes are at his parent's home in Guarbo, Puerto Rico. And, tonight his family gathered to offer him prayers so that his spirit continues its journey to the divine.
Meditate on the divine tonight and know that there is a cosmic connection that we all have access to and that will provide nourishment.
Marcos, I lit a candle at my alter for you tonight. I got your message and know that you are visiting your loved ones, and will be moving on. Seek the light and heal.
Nov 6, 2010
My darling, dear Marcos has passed on to the other side. Twenty-one years he and I traveled together.
During our travels there were ups and downs and moments in limbo. I am spending my time focusing on when our life together shined.
I will remember his face as always handsome, his support as forever nurturing, and his body next to mine as a source of comfort.
His family and I came together with love and grace, and eased him onto his new journey. I am eternally grateful for that moment.
Move on papito by heading towards divine light. You are free now and can work your magic from the other side. Obatala's son has gone home.
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